{♥} 12th July.

Friday, May 29

♥
SPRITE.
School's, Pretty, Ridiculous, In, Tender, Encouragement.
,.
Random.
Pon school.
Slept till eleven.
Then im here.
Later there's work for me.
Five to twelve.
Today might be fun.
Cause th two malays will be working.
Hope th shuaige will work ;D
Hahas, my idol worhs.
Okay narhs.
Blogging become quite a boring stuff to me le.
Blog next time.
Buhbyee.s

{♥}Ruldolph,
All my fault.

Labels: pon school again ;D

♥ Loves, 11:13

Thursday, May 28

♥

Dedicated.

Im born to love and thank.

Therefore, for people who cared and loved,

Im here to thank.

Thanks to,

Kenny, for smsing.

Colin, for dancing.

Aaron, for singing.

Junting, for being there.

Gary, for encouraging words.

Kianbin, for caring. (think so)

Maybe there are more.

I cant recall.

My memory fails me.

Anyway, special thanks to th person i cried for.

Thanks for not caring ;D

Im contented.

Im speechless.

Im totally disappointed.

-mute-

{♥}Ruldolph,

why did i cry for ?

Labels: mute me.

♥ Loves, 23:48

♥

White, means plain.

White is such a nice colour.

I realised, crying is of no use anymore.

I cry, and so what ?

Other than some friends, do other people still care ?

Seriously, i dont know.

The one i cried for, not your fault alrights.

Maybe from the very start, i was wrong.

Wrong in knowing you.

Wrong in falling for you, pratically twice.

But lucky for me, i realised you aren't the person i knew at first.

You were totally different.

Maybe you changed due to influences.

Or you changed a mask so i would fall for you.

Or maybe, i was the one who changed.

Dont know, dont want to know.

Four girls, i dont care who they are.

Its enough.

Enough to throw me miles away from you.

I granted you a permission to stop contacting me.

Cause contacting me might waste time.

Waste money.

That time, Junting pinched my cheek.

First thing came into my mind was you.

Cried, tears streamed down as if it was free.

You're not the fault.

Not blaming you.

Seriously, thank you for th times you've been treating me so good.

But you just left and simply forgotten me.

I know im not some so so attractive girl.

Forget me then, maybe YOUR life would be better without me.

Now, best wishes for you in being with th girl you like.

Best wishes.

I've forgotten you.

The images of you slowly fades away.

{♥}Ruldolph,

forgotten you.

Labels: you'll fade away from me.

♥ Loves, 23:00

hi peeps.
th very very very shag bernice,
is here to revive her so so so dead blog.
photos first ;D

my name tag ; Bernice, Carl's

Im not emo, my fringe's too long ;P

work attire doesn't come in FBT.

me and junting, CARL's.

see that so so pretty girl there ? she's my boyf ;D

RAWR, random. im getting ugly D;

a friendship i had made.

This is th so so cute MICHELLElim.

This is th innocent teoWANLING.

what i've drawn for th random.

♥

work's alright.

fun people.

school's alright.

days are normal.

friend's alright.

not much comments.

my life is too filled.

if i blog it all out, have to use one whole long long post.

so cut shorts norhs ;D

shall end here.!

life's better.

{♥} Ruldolph,

life's better without you.

Labels: so so tired.

♥ Loves, 22:46

Wednesday, May 13

♥

A hand , many holders.
A heart , only one keeper.
Everybody do change,
Caused me to change along,
So don't ask me why I've changed,
Cause you 'd change as well.
,.
First thing ;
Happy Belated Mummy Day.
& Belated Thirteen Months Single.
Thirteen months Bernice have been standing strong.
Sorry to those who liked her ,
Those she couldn't accept.
Biyaneh & Kumaroh.
Sorry & thank you in Korean.
,.
Next ;
Exams have been the main reason why my blog is left dead.
So I'm here to revive it.
There's no school for me tomorrow and friday.
Exams was is greatest disaster for this month.
It came crashing into my life unexpectedly.
So sudden, so rush.
Couldn't cope.
I gave up, I really did.
I'll do my best for End Of Year Exams.
I promise. ;D

{♥} Bernice, the cat.
Doing better than expected.

Labels: Exams stress.

♥ Loves, 23:05

Thursday, May 7

♥

I'm like a puppet.

Moving along everyone's way.

Why must i be the one giving in ?

I don't seem to have any life do i ?

Let me walk out from my strings. :/

Today's exams were Hardcore.

English had difficult passages.

Emaths was just, Nightmare.

Ruined.

Thanks to the following people ;

Steven ; For concerning.

Don ; For understanding.

Zhiyong ; For counselling.

Yisin ; For enlightening.

Miaoyuan ; For listening.

Baodong ; For chatting.

They are equally important to me as compared to my girlfs.

Thanks for all those caring.

Appreciated ;D

{&} Ruldolph,

Defiance is a type of truancy.

Labels: Defiance.

♥ Loves, 14:21

Tuesday, May 5

♥
Undone.
So many things Undone.
Even the correction tape cant erase my Undone[s].
I'm procrastinating.
Till i cant complete anything.
Undone, Unfinished. That's me.
That's nothing to be proud of.
I'm shag.
,.
the first time you held my hand.
i didn't know what to do.
The following times, i didn't open up my hand.
Because i knew i would be giving you false hope.
sorry.
its my fault :/
It came from the bottom of my heart.
Sorry, boy.

{♥}Ruldolph,
Ain't that sweet anymore boy.

Labels: SHAG.

♥ Loves, 20:16

Monday, May 4

Boys Over Flowers :D

this thing is suppose to move okay !

1st guy ; pottery.
2nd guy ; rugby.
3rd girl ; tio bully.
4th guy ; musician.
5th guy ; shooting range.

handsome rights ?

argh ; Jin Fan, real name. ,most handsome.

so energetic looking rights ? cute !

th F4 korean version.

five main characters :D

real life person at autograph session.

Jin Fan and Jin Jun, dont think they're brothers :P

th other side of them ; fashion ;D

handsome rights ? im not wrong.

Saxophone ; his leisure. Super CUTE !

THIS SHOW IS HIGHLY RECOMMENDED ;D
hahas, anyway th storyline is superb.
no comments, just some separation parts are sad.
;D its PERFECT.
Jin Fan is my IDOL, second idol for dramas ;D
,.
today is a special day ;D
school was not special.
after school was not either.
skcc was ;D
decided to go there because I've nothing better to do.
in th end, there were...
Baodong and friends, one whole group.
Gary, YISIN, don, don friends, Pris and many more.
today was quite fun.
Yisin's name is caps because long time never see him le.
I've to make this post short.
cos I'm texting three people.
today was fun because that monkey's back to normal to cheer me up.
will other days become solemn ?
lets just see. ;D
,.

i enjoy th time you walking me home.
however, th enjoyments became an addiction.
Now i've to walk home myself.
its as empty as before.
though many people walking pass me, but i see none.
though many vehicles travelling, i only saw an empty road.
this is me, Empty.

Ruldolph,
can anyone give me some advice ?

Labels: random rants.

♥ Loves, 20:35