The hard blow from him. Although it was only one hit, it came harsh. I couldn't here anything from my right ear. All i heard was little quarrelling through my left ear. My heart skipped a few beats. Tears streamed down my cheeks as though it was free. All i thought that moment was "i want a hug". At that very moment, i hated that i was single. I wished someone would stand up for me and fight him back. I stood up and walked out of the hall. I really cant hear anything on my right ear. I just kept crying. Little whispers were heard in my head. Telling me "I'm useless." Telling me "its painful, bear with it." Telling me "the humiliation's over." I just wished i could hug somebody for real long. I cried till my face turned red. The side he hit was equally red. What a guy i should say. Fancy hitting a girl's injured knee for no reason. I know you like to say that I'm not a girl. Because of my voice. I ignored ; you just cant be bothered. I'm a girl, which i know clearly. I don't need you to tell me who i am. I've tolerated much of you. Who are you ? Fancy a guy hitting girls and verbally abuse them. I've no words in my vocab to describe you. It's not only me who's tolerating you. I find no reason why must we anyway. Just leave us alone will you ? On my way home. Saw some really nice lightnings. Only lightnings, no sound of the thunder. It was pretty in a sense it can be seen clearly. Is god mad at me for crying over such silly things ? Or is god mad at me for not being strong ? How many times have you cried this month , Bernice ? Countless. Thanks a lot eh ? Thanks for hitting me.. Thanks for making me cry.. Thanks for thinking that hitting a girl ain't your fault.. Thanks for everything.. You let me realized you're a total jerk. I've had enough, LEAVE ME ALONE, CAN YOU ? Special thanks to 3E5 girls who cared. People who accompanied me by texting. For example ; Zhisen, Jiaming, and more. Thanks Mich, Meishi, Ling. Thanks Mich.Lim, Briana, Xinyi and more. Thanks to that person who hit me. I've woke up and i'll never remember there's such a person like you.