{♥} 12th July.

Sunday, February 22

seeing my relationship falling every now & then..

seeing my friends same as me.. or even worse..

i was actually so so glad i could forget about you..

but, when i see you, i have a feeling..

"how i wish you're still mine."

i dont know why. just felt that way..

but i dont love you anymore..

we're friends, & has been for a long time.

now, i've no trust in myself to get into a relationship.

i fear that guys that liked me might treat me as substitute.

i fear of getting hurt..

fear that feeling of being left aside.

fear i would never be good enough.

now there's two,..

i dont know what to do...

both of them say they like me but they dont show anything.

are they speaking th truth ?

do they really like me ?

am i a substitute cos they dint get their girl ?

i dont know..

i really dont know.

its freaking me out !

3 guys ruin my life.

5 girls trying to pull me up.

thanks & no thanks.

im tired of being aloneee.

can somebody hold onto me,

walk me down th road.

& bring me happiness ?

MICHELLE ;

babe , you'll overcome it.

you'll live better without him.

drink & puff less.

damaging your body.

i know what i say is useless.

but i still must say.

cut down on vulgarities, alcohol & puffs.

i cant risk losing a friend like you.

MEISHI;

thanks for being there babe.

i'll be there for you too.

sleep more !

i need you too ;D

RULDOLPH <3

i miss th feeling of falling in love,

falling into th arms of th guy that would treasure me for who i am.

i miss th feeling of having a hand that fits nicely into mine.

it has been 11 months since one fitted.

&& is none gonna fit in anymore ?

11 months && still countingg...

i'll be waiting D;

Labels: th feeling of having you.

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