{♥} 12th July.

Friday, February 27

my valentine rose lived for 14 days D;

im absent from school today ;D

reason being ;

1. tired i need some rest.

2. common tests are over ;D

3. no important subjects today.

4. might as well study outside.

tadas ; i was granted for my wish ;D

so i texted meishi saying i wont be going school.

she decided not to go too.

then michelle & jeanette overslept.

LOLS, so many people absent.

andy also pon school.

ahahs. so cute right ?

now at home waiting to go out ;D

wanted to do home econ's coursework.

but something jammed. damn it D;

alrights , shall end here.

blogging is even bored D;

jumping blogs now.

byes ;D

bernice.\ruldolph.

definitely im a happy girl now ;D

Labels: pon school again ;D

♥ Loves, 11:39

hello humans , bernice's back.
she's happy && everybody knows it.
here some photos ;D

looks yummy ;D very nice loh.

happy birthday papa ;D

just came back from studying D; tired.

came back from my studying ; timed 11.22pm.

leaving to study at timed ; 7.05pm.

RAINBOW ! just outside skcc ;D

just coincidence ;D

haven't left home ;D

this is where i start my game ;D

monster feet * th shadow ;D

random shot. i look screwed up D;

Labels: just photos.

♥ Loves, 10:27

Sunday, February 22

seeing my relationship falling every now & then..

seeing my friends same as me.. or even worse..

i was actually so so glad i could forget about you..

but, when i see you, i have a feeling..

"how i wish you're still mine."

i dont know why. just felt that way..

but i dont love you anymore..

we're friends, & has been for a long time.

now, i've no trust in myself to get into a relationship.

i fear that guys that liked me might treat me as substitute.

i fear of getting hurt..

fear that feeling of being left aside.

fear i would never be good enough.

now there's two,..

i dont know what to do...

both of them say they like me but they dont show anything.

are they speaking th truth ?

do they really like me ?

am i a substitute cos they dint get their girl ?

i dont know..

i really dont know.

its freaking me out !

3 guys ruin my life.

5 girls trying to pull me up.

thanks & no thanks.

im tired of being aloneee.

can somebody hold onto me,

walk me down th road.

& bring me happiness ?

MICHELLE ;

babe , you'll overcome it.

you'll live better without him.

drink & puff less.

damaging your body.

i know what i say is useless.

but i still must say.

cut down on vulgarities, alcohol & puffs.

i cant risk losing a friend like you.

MEISHI;

thanks for being there babe.

i'll be there for you too.

sleep more !

i need you too ;D

RULDOLPH <3

i miss th feeling of falling in love,

falling into th arms of th guy that would treasure me for who i am.

i miss th feeling of having a hand that fits nicely into mine.

it has been 11 months since one fitted.

&& is none gonna fit in anymore ?

11 months && still countingg...

i'll be waiting D;

Labels: th feeling of having you.

♥ Loves, 00:13

its us , if u remembered.

hand-made ;D

1st time detention D;

ruldolph ? its me ;D

just photos ;D

i've nothing to comment about my life.

ruined D;

having mood swings..

crying anytime..

people might find me a bore / headache bah.

mood swings aint good D;

end of with this sentence.

[ baby ; i know its over.. 11 mths ago..]

Labels: mood swings..

♥ Loves, 00:00

Monday, February 16

yeah baby, i miss you still.

I HATE 3E5 !

hate it hate it.

i've cried twice there.

&& because of zongwei.

because of biology i changed class.

but i failed bio.

i passed chem ; 19/30.

passed amaths ; 23/30.

emaths ; 25/30.

everything except biology ; 13/30.

omg, i regretted changing class.

why he must always remind me about those sad things i already forgotten?

must he really spike me & make me cry ?

i also never do anything wrong...

he unhappy he can anyhow scold me..

who am i ? not his stress ball what...

i unhappy i still have to fake a smile.

he suan me i still have to act alright.

im not capable of completing stuffs.

keep forgetting then get scolded.

im giving up.

i dowan want to go on anymore.

i give up... i'll fake a smile..

bernice.\RULDOLPH.

its aint good that i still miss you.

Labels: i cry for you again. D;, i miss baby

♥ Loves, 21:17

my valentine alone ;D

michelle & my rose ;D (bought for each other)

kboxed ;D fun !

hearts <3

this is crappy ;D

valentines turned out fun just with girlfs ;D

actually thought of catching a movie with somebody at night.

but dint contact so think it was cancelled.

kbox with girlfs & it was heavenly fun man!

we're not singing but shouting ;D

had loads of pictures & fun ;D

present from them were fantastic.

present from me were handmade.

ended my day outside at skcc.

ended my valentines with a message at 11.59 wishing me happy valentines.

its was overall , good.

i miss 2oo8's valentines ;D

flashing back,.. i've much to regret. D;

bernice.\RULDOLPH.

hate th new start of 2oo9.

Labels: happy valentines eh ;D

♥ Loves, 21:05

Thursday, February 12

oh man...
F & N test just ended...
oh my... fail lerh loh..
super difficult th.. D;
forget it...
hmms , oh mann..
valentine's day is coming. zzz..
dont look forward to it leh.
everyone is screwed up by studies. D;
then nobody look forward to it.
then its so boring narhs.!
oh man.. maybe going movies or kbox with girlfs.
then at night, if they're going drinking..
i'll meet other people loh ;D
sian.. i dont want to stuck to basketball at valentines man!
so bored nehs. D;
think only changing present with mich wanling meishi D;
oh man...
shall end here.

bernice.\RULDOLPH.

xiang ni le , D;

Labels: valentines seem boring eh.

♥ Loves, 09:34

Sunday, February 8

hello people,
1st i want to say is ,,, im VERY zilian.
so run if you dont like my face ;D

my black rabbit ;D

my brown rabbit ;D

me ; kfc ;D

me ; CNY 1st day ;D

me ; CNY 2nd day ;D

me ; ODACian ;D

me ; CNY 3rd day ;D

me ; school day =.=

me ; basketballing ;D

me ; nerd =.=

me ; randomly happy shot. ;D

me ; half studying, half basketballing ;D

me & my one and only younger brother ;D

i love bendan ;DDD

my new nick ; RULDOLPH

boon chuan's hat ;D

my elder brother's hat ;D

me & michelle , she's drunk.

alot alot things happen. im lazy to blog.

im might close this stupid blog anytime.

&& make a new one when 2009 is coming to an end.

alrights, say something else..

kfc had four new staffs. D;

im not able to quit odac D;

struggling at studies D;

gonna fail my class tests D;

friendships are getting out of hand D;

relationships too D;

damn it. what a life ?

play basketball also not fun anymore. D;

aww man , somebody! help me.

suan le suan le ;D

shall end here ;D

chachacha..

MAYO.\bernice,

i love RulDolph ;D

Labels: spamming photos ;D

♥ Loves, 20:51

Friday, February 6

this is so bored.
BERNICE is at com lab 3 or 4 of her school.
ZOMG, its super cold and super boring.
she took F & N, and realise coursework is a scary thing.
super lot things to do , & super difficult.
omd, stupid.
i dont like class 3e5, not th people.
just dont like.
i miss 3e6 D;
not for biology, i die also wont change class. stupid narhs.
okay lah. gonna run before teacher catch me D;
bye !

bernice.\Mayonnaise.

pictures will be uploaded asap ;D

return to my blog regularly, though i know its sort of dead.

chachacha ; i've gave up on you.

dont give me hopre anymore. ;)

Labels: bloody hell long way to go...

♥ Loves, 09:43